I was often thinking about the pain I am getting from working.
Why do I have to feel terrible pain in the process of working which is chosen by me?
This is a concern that I have been having for a long time.
And This is really complicated problem.
During our lifetime, expectations collapse at times.
Sometimes a lot of people betray me.
Sometimes all relations change because of misunderstanding.
I don't know the truth inside each people.
So I don't want to easily judge people.
So all processes are not comfortable.
Recently I am feeling extremely tired physically and psychologically.
I think I lost control of my work.
I want this week to pass by quickly.