Think about God

The aftermath of the Wall Street bombing, in 1920.PHOTOGRAPH BY NY DAILY NEWS VIA GETTY

From long time ago, I always had some questions about God.

Since I was young, I have believed in God.

I went to church almost every Sunday.

As I grow up, I started to have some questions.

-Why doesn't God judge bad ministers.

-Why doesn't God show up to everyone.

-Why doesn't God stop terrorists.

-Why doesn't God have interest to the human world.

-Why doesn't God respond to poor people's pray.

-Why doesn't God prove its existence.

In conclusion, now I don't believe in God.

When I was a teenager, I had a passion for the church community.

When I think about that moment, the church community was 'the zone of friendship' to me.

Now I know the difference between church and God.

They are perfectly different from each other.

This difference gave me a confusion for a long time.

It's like a bank and a bank advertisement model.

Banks attract people with a bank advertisement model.

Even If people like a bank advertisement model, banks don't give money to people.

On the contrary, people give money to bank.

And then, people think that they did the right thing.

Because they were falling in love with a bank advertisement model.

Now I don't believe in both.

Some people use them(church and God) for money and power.

I don't want to be one of them.

I just want a peaceful life without God.