광석gseok89월급의 성은에 힘입어 책 읽고, 빵 사며, 그림 에세이를 그리는 게임 개발자입니다. ✒️https://brunch.co.kr/@@7FqQ2019-04-28T14:41:03Z방울방울 맺혔다https://brunch.co.kr/@@7FqQ/2482026-04-13T00:00:12Z2026-04-13T00:00:12Z<img src= "https://img1.kakaocdn.net/thumb/R1280x0/?fname=http%3A%2F%2Ft1.kakaocdn.net%2Fbrunch%2Fservice%2Fuser%2F7FqQ%2Fimage%2FjdGNUw27zwfsXEPaQe6DY3ZRhpE.png" width="500" />음악을 마시며https://brunch.co.kr/@@7FqQ/2472026-04-10T00:00:14Z2026-04-10T00:00:14Z<img src= "https://img1.kakaocdn.net/thumb/R1280x0/?fname=http%3A%2F%2Ft1.kakaocdn.net%2Fbrunch%2Fservice%2Fuser%2F7FqQ%2Fimage%2FX1wPFG63ra2dWRZWSM5TcHJXnuo.png" width="500" />몇 번이나 있었던가https://brunch.co.kr/@@7FqQ/2462026-04-08T00:00:13Z2026-04-08T00:00:13Z<img src= "https://img1.kakaocdn.net/thumb/R1280x0/?fname=http%3A%2F%2Ft1.kakaocdn.net%2Fbrunch%2Fservice%2Fuser%2F7FqQ%2Fimage%2FiNV597oqfHFJkJzJkPb4SyMIgnc.png" width="500" />지푸라기로 가득 채워놓자https://brunch.co.kr/@@7FqQ/2452026-04-06T00:00:15Z2026-04-06T00:00:15Z<img src= "https://img1.kakaocdn.net/thumb/R1280x0/?fname=http%3A%2F%2Ft1.kakaocdn.net%2Fbrunch%2Fservice%2Fuser%2F7FqQ%2Fimage%2FOoBb7p60ktHAayEgHYdnttwN7a0.png" width="500" />달력으로 변하기라도 한 것처럼https://brunch.co.kr/@@7FqQ/2442026-04-03T00:00:18Z2026-04-03T00:00:18Z<img src= "https://img1.kakaocdn.net/thumb/R1280x0/?fname=http%3A%2F%2Ft1.kakaocdn.net%2Fbrunch%2Fservice%2Fuser%2F7FqQ%2Fimage%2FX29JpfwLg2xWbke2q0nrBQriNMc.png" width="500" />이해하는 사람들은 없었다https://brunch.co.kr/@@7FqQ/2432026-04-01T00:00:13Z2026-04-01T00:00:13Z<img src= "https://img1.kakaocdn.net/thumb/R1280x0/?fname=http%3A%2F%2Ft1.kakaocdn.net%2Fbrunch%2Fservice%2Fuser%2F7FqQ%2Fimage%2FA3rH85tFs8jX8PSGnGvX0C2D4eM.png" width="500" />부담되지 않기를 바라며https://brunch.co.kr/@@7FqQ/2422026-03-30T00:00:18Z2026-03-30T00:00:18Z<img src= "https://img1.kakaocdn.net/thumb/R1280x0/?fname=http%3A%2F%2Ft1.kakaocdn.net%2Fbrunch%2Fservice%2Fuser%2F7FqQ%2Fimage%2FWeQzdk5KKG_vyirJyDHSqUHgQSY.png" width="500" />시커먼 마음속 어딘가에 핀https://brunch.co.kr/@@7FqQ/2412026-03-27T00:00:14Z2026-03-27T00:00:14Z<img src= "https://img1.kakaocdn.net/thumb/R1280x0/?fname=http%3A%2F%2Ft1.kakaocdn.net%2Fbrunch%2Fservice%2Fuser%2F7FqQ%2Fimage%2FoO7wmhYZdMKOuyzA7tH7EkAOsz0.png" width="500" />장난기 서린 눈동자도https://brunch.co.kr/@@7FqQ/2402026-03-25T00:00:12Z2026-03-25T00:00:12Z<img src= "https://img1.kakaocdn.net/thumb/R1280x0/?fname=http%3A%2F%2Ft1.kakaocdn.net%2Fbrunch%2Fservice%2Fuser%2F7FqQ%2Fimage%2Fm-F_HNSg6YSk1rQZX-5yKBOF6HI.png" width="500" />모래알처럼 섞여들어갔다가https://brunch.co.kr/@@7FqQ/2392026-03-23T00:00:19Z2026-03-23T00:00:19Z<img src= "https://img1.kakaocdn.net/thumb/R1280x0/?fname=http%3A%2F%2Ft1.kakaocdn.net%2Fbrunch%2Fservice%2Fuser%2F7FqQ%2Fimage%2F_FVSdNVwjhlauZJg9QO9SeTehSo.png" width="500" />빠르게 째깍거렸다https://brunch.co.kr/@@7FqQ/2382026-03-20T00:00:17Z2026-03-20T00:00:17Z<img src= "https://img1.kakaocdn.net/thumb/R1280x0/?fname=http%3A%2F%2Ft1.kakaocdn.net%2Fbrunch%2Fservice%2Fuser%2F7FqQ%2Fimage%2FpikBkmGfkXT9tbqykntbksgcrZM.png" width="500" />하자가 있기 마련이다https://brunch.co.kr/@@7FqQ/2372026-03-18T00:00:12Z2026-03-18T00:00:12Z<img src= "https://img1.kakaocdn.net/thumb/R1280x0/?fname=http%3A%2F%2Ft1.kakaocdn.net%2Fbrunch%2Fservice%2Fuser%2F7FqQ%2Fimage%2Fw7cIrlfM-XnPq1UcBA7-TUP7lHE.png" width="500" />의외로 초연해진다https://brunch.co.kr/@@7FqQ/2362026-03-16T00:00:17Z2026-03-16T00:00:17Z<img src= "https://img1.kakaocdn.net/thumb/R1280x0/?fname=http%3A%2F%2Ft1.kakaocdn.net%2Fbrunch%2Fservice%2Fuser%2F7FqQ%2Fimage%2FZg8m2c2-vBbMXJ5l5CNIfw8_iAQ.png" width="500" />작은 속삼임뿐이었다https://brunch.co.kr/@@7FqQ/2352026-03-13T02:41:46Z2026-03-13T02:41:46Z<img src= "https://img1.kakaocdn.net/thumb/R1280x0/?fname=http%3A%2F%2Ft1.kakaocdn.net%2Fbrunch%2Fservice%2Fuser%2F7FqQ%2Fimage%2FT-IfurBwCW-G9BM1uByIosr19f8.png" width="500" />너라도 있어 참 다행이야https://brunch.co.kr/@@7FqQ/2342026-03-11T00:00:17Z2026-03-11T00:00:17Z<img src= "https://img1.kakaocdn.net/thumb/R1280x0/?fname=http%3A%2F%2Ft1.kakaocdn.net%2Fbrunch%2Fservice%2Fuser%2F7FqQ%2Fimage%2FnHO5Mh4rrxb7abQazQS6szHpcC8.png" width="500" />지속되는 눈싸움에 지쳤는지https://brunch.co.kr/@@7FqQ/2332026-03-09T00:00:18Z2026-03-09T00:00:18Z<img src= "https://img1.kakaocdn.net/thumb/R1280x0/?fname=http%3A%2F%2Ft1.kakaocdn.net%2Fbrunch%2Fservice%2Fuser%2F7FqQ%2Fimage%2FCuy-FKpYKK_XdOhHqkMfyGv-N60.png" width="500" />과연 존재했을까https://brunch.co.kr/@@7FqQ/2322026-03-06T00:00:11Z2026-03-06T00:00:11Z<img src= "https://img1.kakaocdn.net/thumb/R1280x0/?fname=http%3A%2F%2Ft1.kakaocdn.net%2Fbrunch%2Fservice%2Fuser%2F7FqQ%2Fimage%2F7QFP3iDCQZq9nzir5qgCFNOHDss.png" width="500" />감정을 숨긴 자의 형벌https://brunch.co.kr/@@7FqQ/2292026-03-05T02:35:40Z2026-03-05T00:00:07Z나는 원래 감정이 풍부한 사람이었다. 누구보다 표현도 잘하고 촐싹대며, 장난도 많이 치는 영락없는 개구쟁이 그 자체였다. 하지만 어느 순간부터 감정을 숨기며 살았다. 아마도 필터 없는 표현과 행동이 누군가에게 불편하다는 걸 감지한 이후부터였을 것이다. 그렇게 숨기는 것이 익숙해지자, 감정들은 가슴속 깊은 곳에서 시멘트처럼 단단히 굳어버렸다. 부모님은 가<img src= "https://img1.kakaocdn.net/thumb/R1280x0/?fname=http%3A%2F%2Ft1.kakaocdn.net%2Fbrunch%2Fservice%2Fuser%2F7FqQ%2Fimage%2FhyI4wRyK13kKb59E1MMKtSWcjfY.png" width="500" />돌처럼 굳어버렸다https://brunch.co.kr/@@7FqQ/2302026-03-04T00:00:12Z2026-03-04T00:00:12Z<img src= "https://img1.kakaocdn.net/thumb/R1280x0/?fname=http%3A%2F%2Ft1.kakaocdn.net%2Fbrunch%2Fservice%2Fuser%2F7FqQ%2Fimage%2FOYAGao2m-1bJO0FWcpG7h93TYAw.png" width="500" />K. 프티콜랭 <나는 왜 이렇게 피곤하게 살까> 완독https://brunch.co.kr/@@7FqQ/2282026-03-03T00:00:11Z2026-03-03T00:00:11Z머릿속에 생각이 멈추지 않은 지도 어언 30여 년 이상이 흘렀다. 그러니까 나라는 존재에 대한 자각이 있을 무렵, 아마도 7~8살 때부터였겠지. 내 뇌는 자는 시간을 제외하곤 항상 팽팽하게 도는 느낌을 받았다. 사람이라면, 보통 사람이라면 다들 이런 줄 알았지. 나처럼 다른 사람들도 끊임없이 생각하는 줄 알았다. 하지만 아니었다. 나는 다른 사람들과<img src= "https://img1.kakaocdn.net/thumb/R1280x0.fjpg/?fname=http%3A%2F%2Ft1.kakaocdn.net%2Fbrunch%2Fservice%2Fuser%2F7FqQ%2Fimage%2FfRv4A8xpyJiP3E8C4okJjiNFl5Q" width="500" />