나에게 닿는 길

단조로운 기계음 대신

세상이 발전해도 너무 발전한 덕에 우리는 떨어져 있어도 문자, 메신저, 영상통화, 개인 SNS 채널 등을 통해 쉽게 닿을 수 있다. 결국 가장 최초의 발명품인 전화기야말로 이 모든 서비스의 시초라 정의 내릴 수 있을 텐데 그 이유라 함은 과학적인 역사도 있겠다만, 그리우면 그립다고 목소리를 부르고, 슬픔에 사무칠 땐 귀 기울여달라고 매달리고, 사랑하면 사랑한다고 속삭이느라 밤낮없이 붙들고 있는 게 통화라는 행위니까. 

나의 경우 스무 살 이후 컬러링을 설정했는데 당시 아침이건, 오후 건, 저녁이건, 밤이건, 새벽이건, 긴 거리를 이동하게 되거나 짧은 산책을 하거나 혼밥을 하는 등 시간의 틈만 생긴다 하면 내리 통화를 하던 친구가 있다. 친구는 전화를 받자마자 줄곧 나의 컬러링을 따라 부르곤 했는데, 내가 전화를 받기 전까지 그가 듣게 될 음악이 지겨워지지 않도록 일정 기간을 두고 변경하기 시작했다. 

단조로운 기계음을 대신해 내가 좋아하는, 특히 사랑을 담은 음악으로 설정한 통신 부가 서비스를 통해 발신자가 1분 남짓 한 시간을 조금이나마 덜 지루하게 보낼 수 있다면 한 달에 1,000~1,500원 정도는 흔쾌히 지불할 수 있는 경제적 능력을 지닌 허세 가득한 친구가 되고 싶었던 이유도 있다. 그렇게 설정했던 음악들을 아카이빙 해본다.

* 영상 재생은 어플이 아닌 웹페이지 내에서 오류없이 가능합니다.

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1. Beautiful - Carly Rae Jepsen (feat.Justin Bieber)

What makes you so beautiful
Is you don't know how beautiful you are
To me
You're not tryin to be perfect
Nobody's perfect, But you are, To me
It's how you take my breath away
Feel the words that I don't say
I wish somehow
I could say them now
Oh, I could say them now

2. Catching Feelings - Justin Bieber

Could there be a possibility
I'm trying to say what's up
Cause I'm made for you, and you for me 
Baby now is time for us
trying to keep it all together
But enough is enough
They say we're too young for love
But I'm catching feelings, catching feelings

3. Give Love - Andy Grammer (feat. LunchMoney Lewis)

I give love to all of my people
All of my people need love I give some
I give love to all of my people
All of my people need love I give some
I give love to all of my people
All of my people need love I give some
Cause in the end the love we take's
Got nothing on the love we make
So give love
So give love
So give love

4. L.O.V.E - Melanie Fiona (feat. John Legend)

I know we can do it
We can rise above
All we need LOVE love 
Love is absolution love is
Is love all we need is love
Yeah yeah alright yeah yeah LOVE
If you are with me say it tonight

5. Not a Bad Thing - Justin Timberlake

So dont act like it's a bad thing to fall in love with me
Cause you might fuck around and find your dreams come true, with me
Spend all your time and your money just to find out that my love was free
So dont act like it's a bad thing to fall in love with me, me
It's not a bad thing to fall in love with me, me

6. Freeze - Meego 

will you stay the way you are
just stay there and hold your breath
It’s so hard it’s so hard
hard to stay the same as before
It’s so far it’s so far
If I could be your darling   

7. free love - HONNE

I can't get you all that stuff
But I can give you all my love
Free love
Free love
Are the simple things enough?
I got to give you all my love
Free love
Free love
Oh, free love

8. Lemonade (Ukulele Version) - Jeremy Passion

She's soothing like the ocean rushing on the sand
She takes care of me baby
And she helps me be a better man
She's so beautiful, sometimes I stop to close my eyes
She's exactly what I need

9. Nothing - Jeremy Passion

When I look at you
Swear that I feel something in my heart
Telling me it's gonna be okay
Like maybe this time, love will stay
And the sun tries to shine brighter when you walk by
As if it knows that you've caught my eye
It's jealous that you light up my life
And when the rain pours in full force
It tries to ruin all our plans
But it can't

10. she likes spring, I prefer winter -  slchld

Stare at the fire
Your giving looks that can tell me i'm faded
It's cold outside
But springs in the corner and i'm waiting
On the way to work she saw the flower blooming up
Telling me how winter sucks for you
What more that i can do
I know we met this year last season
That's why its a miracle for me
We worked so hard for where we've been
And that's enough for me for me right now
What you've been dying to see
Would you be that flower for me

11. Casual - Jesse Barrera (feat. Jeff Bernat & Johnny Stimson)

We can take the long way
We'll get there even if it takes all night
We'll talk until the morning
Don't tell me that you're fine if you're not fine
And if it's only pleasure that you're seeking
Then I'll be penciling you in for the weekend
Forget about the white noise
It's chocolate and pajamas till the whole world fades
Just right
Yes please
We can sink into the sofa for the whole week
Just right
Easy

12. Keep Me Warm - sam ock

When your heart is cold
When you're ice and snow
You will always know
That I will keep you warm
When you're frozen cold
Through the night and morn'
You can always know
I will keep you warm