그냥 이런 날이 있다. 성경이 갑자기 읽고 싶은 날. 매일 읽겠다고 약속했지만 그 약속은 참 지켜지지 않는다. 그러나 끊임없이 생각은 하고 있다. 아주 오랜만에 난 다시 성경을 잡았다. 참 이상하다. 오늘 한 일이라고는 엄마들을 만나 실컷 먹고 수다 떤 것 밖에 없는데 그게 왜 이렇게 힘이 든 걸까? 모두들 힐링이 되었다고 하는데 무언가 허한 마음을 어쩔 수 없다. 그래서 난 성경을 읽는다. 이렇게 천천히 하다 보면 많이 읽게 되겠지. 그래. 할 수 있을 때 할 수 있는 만큼만 하자꾸나.
1 My son, keep my words and store up my commands within you. 2 Keep my commands and you will live; guard my teachings as the apple of your eye. 3 Bind them on your fingers; write them on the tablet of your heart.
4 Say to wisdom, "You are my sister, " and to insight, "You are my relative." 5 They will keep you from the adulterous woman, from the wayward woman with her seductive words. 6 At the window of my house I looked down through the lattice.
7 I saw among the simple, I noticed among the young men, a youth who had no sense. 8 He was going down the street near her corner, walking along in the direction of her house 9 at twilight, as the day was fading, as the dark of night set in. 10 Then out came a woman to meet him, dressed like a prostitute and with craftyintent.
11(She is unruly and defiant, her feet never stay at home; 12 now in the street, now in the squares, at every corner she lurks.) 13 She took hold of him and kissed him and with a brazen face she said: 14 "Today I fulfilled my vows, and I have food from my fellowship offering at home.
15 So I came out to meet yhou; I looked for you and have found you! 16 I have covered my bed with colored linens from Egypt. 17 I have perfumed my bed with myrrh, aloes and cinnamon. 18 Come, let's drink deeply of love till morning; let's enjoy ourselves with love!
19 My husband is not at home; he has gone on a long journey. 20 He took his purse filled with money and will not be home till full moon." 21 With persuasive words she led him astray; she seduced him with her smooth talk. 22 All at once he followed her like an ox going to the slaughter, like a deer stepping into a noose 23 till an arrow pierces his liver, like a bird darting into a snare, little knowing it will cost him his life.
24 Now then, my sons, listen to me; pay attention to what I say. 25 Do not let your heart turn to her ways or stray into her paths. 26 Many are the victims she has brought down; her slain are a mighty throng. 27 Her house is a highway to the grave, leading down to the chambers of death.