히브리서( Heb ) 5:13-

2022-07-07

13. Anyone who lives on milk, being still an infant, is not acquainted with the teaching about righteousness.

14. But solid food is for the mature, who by constant use have trained themselves to distinguish good from evil.

In order not to stay as a spiritually or mentally infant, but to grow to the point of the mature, i should eat some solid food in a daily basis, and i should constantly train myself to distinguish good from evil. I have already tasted the heavenly gift, such as the goodness and powers of the word of God, so there is no returning back to being a spiritual infant. But If i do so, fallen away from faith, it is like crucifying Jesus again. I really want to be the land that produces a crop useful for those whom it is farmed, and i get the blessings of God, which come as the desirable results and i can truly say that i have already received a lot. I am so thankful for that, but i feel responsible for caring for immature infant-like children, who seem to fall down in a pit by the sins' deceitfulness. That makes me keep praying for them and continue to study and write, but i can  say that only God permitting, i will do this and that.