Mom

by 유녕

Mom is in a wheelchair


“Where am I?”

“Do you know where I am?”

“I want to go home”


She repeats this around this time


Doctor prescribes Ativan 0.5 mg as needed

Doctor prescribes melatonin 5 mg at 6 pm


Then,


Doctor prescribes Ativan 1 mg four times a day

Doctor prescribes trazodone 25 mg at 3 pm

Doctor prescribes melatonin 10 mg at 6 pm

Doctor prescribes clonazepam 0.25 mg twice daily


“Hello, where am I?”

“Can you take me home?”

“Do you know where I am?”


Mom, take this pill

She grows quiet


“I think… I am… crazy”

“No, Mom, you are not”


We hugged

as long as her memory

allowed us


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