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dear my army friend

Emelin, you know what day today. The festa was going on from last week and in seoul, all 7 members gathered today! Our suga also showed his face to fans so...i just wanna share this. I believe you also enjoyed it. I don't know from where you joined but now you must be in the peace place that you can see all what you want. I don't want to say that its heaven but when I enjoyed it, I always reminds you especially suga things.

I remember well that you said you bought new album and to the US, the shipping fee is expensive so you send it our share house and bring back it to your home. We exchange the photo card each onther, right? I have it on my blue diary. I was just so excited to meet army. I still wanna talk a lot of things now to you.

I can't believe that its been only 3 month since I got the news from our sharemate. I was in hospital from the early morning becuae of another trafic accident regarding my work. One of korean boy injured seriously and i was just waiting on the treatment of him in the small room of hospital. At that time, I got phone and she said you died. Just was confused. Why the things happend at sametime. It was March 6th. After thet, i got message from our housemates and know what exactly happend to you and your father.

One more things that i really remember is that you said to me that your dream is being a writer. I remember which seats we were sitting when we talked this things. I was sitting backing the kitchen and you were in foront of me. I also write some so I felt like something emphasy. At that time, I could felt the reason that you love suga cuz you know.. we all secured by music and its liryics, right? We could teach each language and discuss the songs but why you are not here. 미안해. I think you wanted to shout to the 'make some nouse' more. I also wanted it with you.

Today's concert encore was started 'spring days'. There are no songs that reminds you more than this song. I miss you, Emelin. Can I promise that i will call their name twice volume instead of you. So pls stay closed to me at that time and feel happiness. 알겠죠?