Jealous girl

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Why do I feel jealous all the time? I'm unsure where this emotion originates. I've heard that middle children tend to be more prone to jealousy. Could this be the reason for my jealousy?

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One day, I saw my replacement in my previous department. This was to be expected; they needed to fill my position after I left. Upon realizing they had already found someone to replace me, I immediately began feeling jealous. It seems strange to feel this way, especially since I now have a much better job.

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After contemplating for a while, I've come to the conclusion that perhaps I'm afraid of being forgotten by others. I used to enjoy being surrounded by people I liked working with, and maybe I just enjoyed having all the attention.

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But ultimately, who really cares who I am? No one minds my business. So, I should just relax and be cool.