Ask God's will

I feel I have lost my way.

I've moved from company to company several times not settling down.

That kind of made me not confident about my commitment to companies I worked for and the tasks I've done.

Whenever people asked me, "why did you leave there? Why have you worked such a short period of time at the company left?"

People doubt about my passion and intention to work.

They don't understand it has been really difficult for me puttig so much efforts to make this decision.

Even though I've experienced this kinds of period in the past companies it is still not easy. 

If people don't trust me, it is so hard.

But, I know it needs some time. What I can do is only doing my best, leave everything to God. 

I really want to know, why god made me to work for the company and why he again located me to this company.

People wonder, I wonder.. 

Please God help me to understand your will for my changes in careers. 

What you want to me to realize and know, what actions you want me to take?