맥락없이 듣는 오늘의 playlist 05

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색깔로 현실이 극명해 질 때가 있다.

그때,

누군가 소리내어 울음을 터트렸다.

또 누군가는 소리를 질렀다.

그는 고개를 돌렸다

그는 자신이 고개를 몇도나 돌렸는지

정확하게 알지는 못했지만,

돌아간 고개의 속도는 느낄 수 있었다.

영겁에 가까운 그 속도를...

울음이 터지려던 그 찰나

그의 눈은 아버지의 생물학적 죽음을

대담하게 그의 뇌에 전달했다.

오후 네 시 무렵

 병실 서쪽 창으로 들어오는 햇빛은

핀조명처럼 매우 비현실적이었다.

그 조명아래 아버지의 얼굴은

온통 누런빛을 띠었다.

삶과 죽음이 명확하게 색깔로 구분되었다.

그는 울고 있었지만,

동시에 사람이 죽으면

낯빛이 어떻게 변하는지를

극사실적으로 깨닫고 있었다.

그 색깔이 주는 현실은

의사가 그의 아버지의 이름을 부르며 내뱆은

"2016년 6월21일 오후 4시6분에 사망하셨습니다"

라는 말보다 명확했다.

그는 그제서야 속으로 되뇌였다.

'아버지가 돌아가셨다'

라고...

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오늘의 플리는

정말 많이 들었던

90년대 여성 솔로 아티스트들의

노래를 모아봤다.

오늘도

딱히, 맥락은 없다.

그러니, 그냥, 막,

들어보시길

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Adia

by

Sarah McLachlan

https://youtu.be/UnrEDFUR7JQ

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Thank You

by

Dido

https://youtu.be/jWqPpmLsSiw

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Central Reservation

by

Beth Orton

https://youtu.be/4jF3bZagros

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All I Really Want

by

Alanis Morissette

https://youtu.be/9t9HQMGfGrY

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Love Is Everything

by

Jane Siberry

https://youtu.be/pKO9qO9nogk

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The Emperor's New Clothes

by

Sinéad O'Connor

https://youtu.be/a8LdQ5lxzZE

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Sharks Can't Sleep

by

Tracy Bonham

https://youtu.be/X1SkLhSZyvU

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On & On

by

Erykah Badu

https://youtu.be/TW28iWV7nxE

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God Made Me

by

Chantal Kreviazuk

https://youtu.be/dg4LkbkRlnU

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San Andreas Fault

by

Natalie Merchant

https://youtu.be/4_wQ322HgAo

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Real Love

by

Mary J Blige

https://youtu.be/nXiBUgOzgVQ?si=c9s5DU7BqT_kSsKQ

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Let It Rain

by

Amanda Marshall

https://youtu.be/mtoL8z87y9o

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I Know

by

Fiona Apple

https://youtu.be/wB09p4MF7gw

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Give Me One Reason

by

Tracy Chapman

https://youtu.be/ItBbngybK3U

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Who Will Save Your Soul

by

Jewel

https://youtu.be/vIqVuNxcEuY

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Damn I Wish I Was Your Lover

by

Sophie B. Hawkins

https://youtu.be/GihvVLz8sY0

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Someone

by

Astrid Williamson

https://youtu.be/fYkV_UFwheU

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London Rain

(Nothing Heals Me Like You Do)

by

Heather Nova

https://youtu.be/hAm0H5A85gI

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Treat Me Like Dirt

by

Patti Rothberg

https://youtu.be/aKrrTWcBAP8

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Rush Rush

by

Paula Abdul

https://youtu.be/V4RB6mkljB8?si=G1fpG5Igr8iZQ9Jg

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I Don't Want to Wait

by

Paula Cole

https://youtu.be/Mnc2dGKW4GM

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You Used to Love Me

by

Faith Evans

https://youtu.be/4k70tEVi69o?si=OAaeOK0-iEhiMNyU

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Holy Tears

by

Tara MacLean

https://youtu.be/xloZQgVUaug

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Ordinary Morning

by

Sheryl Crow

https://youtu.be/3pFNxjWKses

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Torn

by

Natalie Imbruglia

https://youtu.be/rIGAt5yvfmw

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Almost Doesn't Count

by

Brandy

https://youtu.be/TK8S-xedYuc?si=LguBXUdvHw4qMds7

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Human Behaviour

by

Björk

https://youtu.be/XE9oLJihX4I

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Stay (I Missed You)

by

Lisa Loeb

https://youtu.be/ITYVoXE4zdw

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Angel of Mine

by

Monica

https://youtu.be/PsUsWZduiLc?si=LatWphUCPxMeu_x9

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Silent All These Years

by

Tori Amos

https://youtu.be/M_UihkpPw4M

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Subway

by

Mary Lou Lord

https://youtu.be/mbBcWeQOJ8Y

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Cherish the Day

by

Sade

https://youtu.be/fLLpBYdsGRI?si=8kTdiDT8sjAQ9ZbQ

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Bitch

by

Meredith Brooks

https://youtu.be/cMb9vj2bpV0

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32 Flavors

by

Ani DiFranco

https://youtu.be/kGQCip3ztFU

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Nothing Even Matters

by

Lauryn Hill

https://youtu.be/g3a__bcJeW8

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Could've Been Anyone

by

Aimee Mann

https://youtu.be/5_NeY0wq0gQ

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Knapsack

by

Amy Rigby

https://youtu.be/pzb0-OQ5Hfo

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Feel so High

by

Des'ree

https://youtu.be/Jw_KiPpvvVQ

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Sway

by

Bic Runga

https://youtu.be/5LubxidCvcs

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Passion

by

Dionne Farris

https://youtu.be/LHZghQhZ-mU

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Something's Got Me

by

Lori Carson

https://youtu.be/eZuPby2ldcQ

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Any Time, Any Place

by

Janet Jackson

https://youtu.be/7KcIAmqkXOU?si=hrF7gqJc1VEMEEfZ

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42곡 모드를 한꺼번에 듣고 싶다면
아래 플리 클릭~

https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLWOhFGpejYs2-VIIwZwmfTmqNJM39fdVD&si=qLogYdFIsk09YCpN

90s.female.solo

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life is a fiction
written & Curated by 카메론 프라이

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* 모든 링크 영상은 유튜브에 공개되어 있는 아티스트들의 오피셜 클립들입니다.

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#Adia, #Sarah_McLachlan, #Thank_You_Dido, #Central_Reservation, #Beth_Orton,

#All_I_Really_Want, #Alanis_Morissette, #Love_Is_Everything, #Jane_Siberry,

#The_Emperors_New_Clothes, #Sinead_O_Connor, #Sharks_Can_t_Sleep, #Tracy_Bonham,

#On_and_On, #Erykah_Badu, #God_Made_Me, #Chantal_Kreviazuk,

#San_Andreas_Fault, #Natalie_Merchant, #Real_Love, #Mary_J_Blige,

#Let_It_Rain, #Amanda_Marshall, #I_Know, #Fiona_Apple,

#Give_Me_One_Reason, #Tracy_Chapman, #Who_Will_Save_Your_Soul, #Jewel,

#Damn_I_Wish_I_Was_Your_Lover, #Sophie_B_Hawkins, #Someone, #Astrid_Williamson,

#London_Rain, #Heather_Nova, #Treat_Me_Like_Dirt, #Patti_Rothberg,

#Rush_Rush, #Paula_Abdul, #I_Don_t_Want_to_Wait, #Paula_Cole,

#You_Used_to_Love_Me, #Faith_Evans, #Holy_Tears, #Tara_MacLean,

#Ordinary_Morning, #Sheryl_Crow, #Torn, #Natalie_Imbruglia,

#Almost_Doesn_t_Count, #Brandy, #Human_Behaviour, #Björk,

#Stay, #Lisa_Loeb, #Angel_of_Mine, #Monica, #Silent_All_These_Years, #Tori_Amos,

#Subway, #Mary_Lou_Lord, #Cherish_the_Day, #Sade, #Bitch, #Meredith_Brooks,

#32_Flavors, #Ani_DiFranco, #Nothing_Even_Matters, #Lauryn_Hill,

#Could_ve_Been_Anyone, #Aimee_Mann, #Knapsack, #Amy_Rigby,

#Feel_so_High, #Desree, #Sway, #Bic_Runga, #Passion, #Dionne_Farris,

#Something_s_Got_Me, #Lori_Carson, #Any_Time_Any_Place, #Janet_Jackson