내맘같은 노래 _ Komm Süsser Tod
우울한 기분에 휩싸여 아무런 글도 음악도 받아들여지지 않을 때,
온 세상이 다함께 사라질 것 같은 이 노래만 반복해서 듣고 따라 불렀다.
내 안의 불안, 불만, 슬픔, 모든 감정이 다 함께 사라지길 바라는 마음으로.
I know, I know I've let you down
I've been a fool to myself
I thought that I could live for no one else
But now through all the hurt & pain
It's time for me to respect
The ones you love mean more than anything
So with sadness in my heart feel the best thing
I could do is end it all and leave forever
what's done is done it feels so bad
what once was happy now is sad
I'll never love again
my world is ending
I wish that I could turn back time
'cause now the guilt is all mine
can't live without the trust from those you love
I know we can't forget the past
you can't forget love & pride
because of that, it's kill'in me inside
It all returns to nothing,
it all comes tumbling down, tumbling down, tumbling down
It all returns to nothing,
I just keep letting me down, letting me down, letting me down
In my heart of hearts
I know that I called never love again
I've lost everything
everything
everything that matters to me, matters in this world
I wish that I could turn back time
'cause now the guilt is all mine
can't live without the trust from those you love
I know we can't forget the past
you can't forget love & pride
because of that, it's kill'in me inside
It all returns to nothing,
it all comes tumbling down, tumbling down, tumbling down
It all returns to nothing,
I just keep letting me down, letting me down, letting me down