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by Karen Jul 28. 2017

Anni, 아니

in this weird and beautiful planet

Hey Anni. I miss you more after reading your letter. 


I worked as cleaner today. 

I'd worked as cleaner in Melbourne and decided not to work with toilet anymore. Who can promise our future. I'm again working as cleaner(thankfully I was hoover-girl, not with toilet).  Whatever I work for, I am now totally happy. it's like having cool water as soon as I've done a tough journey. 

Like the other day, I came this cafe and ordered Latte. I'm looking one guy who collapses in the toilet, seriously stoned and some people surrounding him. Ambulance is coming and checking what's going on. It's happening the other side of my seat. I'm also looking lots of vivacious girls passing this 17 avenue. The sky is bright-blue. weather is sunny-amazing . 

 

Like you said, 'Greatness is not just this sunshine.' 

Like you said, 'Freedom is to decide what you want to be as a human in this weird and beautiful planet called Earth.' (What brilliant sentences you made! I know it's all from your heart, and it means that you are the beautiful earth itself, needless to say you're absolutely weird as well.)


*Karen's Freedom

I want to be a better person. I want to get educated as much as I can. I want to have emotional intelligence. I want to be less selfish. I want to be generous to people desperate for my help. I don't need that humongous house where I cleaned today in my life. I don't need that excessive space for myself. Instead, I need humongous generosity and understanding towards someone or something which needs my heart. I need excessive study about this Earth where I live in and this people who I love. I'll keep thinking, studying, writing, making friends, loving, travelling, and being humble. That's all I want. Okay, That should be all I want. It is my freedom I define. 


*Karen's greatness

For me, It is greatness to observe myself to achieve my own life decorating my own freedom. There will be lots of difficulty to do that. But if I can be courageous, l will pass all thunders and storms I'm doomed to confront. Umm. It should be like a wonderwoman!



I'm too tired to sit straight now. I've been off a month and suddenly did physical work. Hmm. Hungry as well. 

I'll be more take care of myself while I'm working this job. If I didn't care about  myself, I would be easily exhausted. Nope. I'll eat scrumtious meal, enjoy my coffee and sleep well. 


Anni, Thank you for your honest letter.

I'm lucky to be your friend.

You make me think deep and smile.


see you soon not-to-be-brutal girl.


ps. It's such a brilliant idea to start our own book club! What genre you would prefer to read? Can we also consider the volume of the book, please? hehe. We need to talk more about this.

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