Talk about solitude with the sea.
If you are trying to broaden your mind when you are frustrated, there is a simple way.
Buy a world map and hang it in your room! When you look at the map, you feel your heart feel cooler and your heart expands. If given the opportunity, I would definitely like to visit 'Central Asia'. For example, if I go through Ukraine and Kazakhstan, then through Uzbekistan, Turkmenistan, Tajikistan, Kashmir, and Afghanistan, I can enter Iran and Iraq and travel to Syria and Turkey. (Just thinking about it is exciting!)
Someday I will be able to go on a backpack tour to that unknown land that is still far away from the benefits of civilization. I think that there is only one way for anyone to feel their existence as being, and that is travel. I have to pull myself out of the crowd as if by a lottery, and know that I am alone at any time and in the end.
And I must dare to learn to be lonely. There is a saying that people 'feel only what they know'. It may be better not to know what it is, but there is nothing to be sad about knowing.
It is good to be completely alone only when you are already lonely. It would be better if that place was an island, and it was an island where no human was ever visited. I would like to convey my message to humans by sitting alone on an uninhabited island where seagulls claim their land on the edge of the island.
Solitude actually requires a deep relativity rather than the meaning of being alone. Rather than enduring loneliness, it takes a human like me to dig deeper into solitude.
Could there be primal solitude beyond the human dimension? As you can see, loneliness is just a word created out of boredom by humans. The loneliness towards human beings, the loneliness of all human beings, is truly brilliant. This is the same word as 'desire'. It's good though.
On a deserted island where there is no one, I want to cry here with my love for humans.
"CQ, CQ, CQ ~ This is an uninhabited island with an unknown location on Earth! Who can't hear my signal? I'll wait for your signal and standing by....."
So, when the destined end of the sea replies that 'OK! here is sea and your signal is 5&9, why don't you give me a call sign...?'
I will shed tears of exciting...