I Regret Us

Hopefully you will too

Maybe it's my mindless merriment that anchored this chain

Because it was so blatant I have to laugh when I recollect

Shattered to the soul but too mortified to dare complain

I hate to admit you made me lose all my self-respect

You drew back your bow and aimed for my weakest parts

I know you're not sorry because you barely have a heart

You were nothing more than a schemer full of discreetly disguised derision

I hate how I was so susceptible, no speculation, just spineless submission

I was a player in this futile chicken game before I knew it

How did you so casually sneak the fault in my pocket

I almost killed myself when I realized I was an affected accomplice

How could anyone make me hate myself with such deplorable distress

I regret us more than I regret you

I pray everynight that you will too