새로운 시작

한강 산문집 『가만가만 부르는 노래』中

새로운 시작/New beginning
sung by Tracy Chapman

온 세상이 부서져 있어,

도저히 뜯어고칠 수도 없을 만큼

새롭게 시작해야 할 때야

새로운 시작이 필요해

너무 많은 고통,

너무 많은 시달림

모든 걸 새롭게 시작해야 해

오해는 말아줘

난 삶을 사랑하는 사람이야

하지만 너도 느끼지 않아?

아침에 일어나 둘러보면

모든 게 잘못되어 가고 있다는 걸

그것들을 변화시킬 필요가 있어,

해피엔딩이 너무나 드문 이 세상을

우린 모든 걸 새롭게 시작해야 해

새롭게 시작해

새롭게 시작해

새롭게 시작해

이 세상은 조각조각 부서져 내리고 있어

너무 많은 사람들이 홀로 서 있어

너무 멀리 홀로 떨어져 있어

우린 함께 새롭게 시작해야 해

새롭게 시작해

새롭게 시작해

새롭게 시작해

우린 그 회로를 부술 수 있어

우린 쇠사슬을 끊을 수 있어

우리 새롭게 시작할 수 있어

우린 배울 수 있어

우린 가르칠 수 있어

신화와 꿈과 기도를 공유할 수 있어

우리가 나아질 수 있다는 생각만이

우리의 삶과 길을 바꾸는 거야

새로운 세계를 만들어

그리고 새롭게 시작해

새롭게 시작해

새롭게 시작해

새롭게 시작해

새로운 상징을 만들자

새로운 기호를 만들자

새로운 언어를 만들자

그것들로 이 세계를 다시 정의 내리자

새롭게 시작해

새롭게 시작해

새롭게 시작해

넬슨 만델라가 아직 감옥에 있고 남아공의 흑인들이 아파르트헤이트에 저항하고 있던 때, 미국의 포크 가수 트레이시 채프먼이 부른 노래다. 중성적인 목소리의, 의식 있는 노래들로 알려진 흑인 여자 가수다.

내가 이 노래를 처음 들은 것은 십 년 전의 봄, 다니던 직장을 그만두고 장편소설을 쓰겠다며 짐을 싸서 제주도로 내려가 지내던 때였다. 바다가 보이는 월세방을 얻어 두 달간, 쓰겠다던 소설은 앞머리만 썼다가 지웠다가를 반복하며 섬 곳곳을 쏘다녔다. 봄날의 제주는 찬란했다. 늘 햇빛에 대한 배고픔이 있었던 나는 원 없이 햇볕을 쬐었다. 얼굴은 새까맣게 타고 다리엔 알이 박혔다. 기억하는 것만으로 마치 눈이 델 듯하던 그 빛이 느껴진다.

서울을 떠나 그곳으로 가기 직전, 소포로 테이프 하나를 받았다. 친구의 소개로 한번 만난 적이 있던 사람이, 자신이 좋아하는 여러 곡들을 녹음해 부쳐준 것이었다. 그러고 보니 나에게 브람스를 들어보라고 처음 말해준 사람도 그 사람이었다. (그 뒤로 다시 만난 적은 없지만, 고맙다.) 곡들이 다 좋아서, 제주에 머무는 동안 하루도 빠짐없이 그 테이프를 들었다. 그중에서도 이 노래는 진지한 음성으로 새롭게 시작하라고, 전부 새롭게 시작하라고 자꾸만 말해주니 남다른 정이 갔다. 정말 나는 직장을 그만두고 소설만 쓰는 생활을 새롭게 시작하고 있었으니까.

그 뒤 서울로 돌아와 지내던 가을 어느 날이었다. 거리를 걷다가, 어느 점포 앞에 내놓은 텔레비전에서 이 노래의 공연 실황이 나오는 걸 봤다. 나는 깜짝 놀라 멈춰 섰다. 참 앳되고 숫한 얼굴이구나. 저토록 과장 없이 노래하는구나. 과장 없음이란 저토록 큰 힘이구나.

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-한강 산문집 『가만가만 부르는 노래』(새로운 시작) 全文.

Tracy Chapman (born March 30, 1964) is an American singer-songwriter, widely known for her hit singles "Fast Car" (1988) and "Give Me One Reason" (1995).

She was signed to Elektra Records by Bob Krasnow in 1987. The following year she released her debut album, Tracy Chapman, which became a commercial success, boosted by her appearance at the Nelson Mandela 70th Birthday Tribute concert, and was certified 6× Platinum by the Recording Industry Association of America. The album received six Grammy Award nominations, including one for Album of the Year, three of which she won: Best New Artist, Best Female Pop Vocal Performance for her single "Fast Car", and Best Contemporary Folk Album. In 1989, she released her second album, Crossroads, which earned her an additional Grammy Award nomination for Best Contemporary Folk Album. Her third album, Matters of the Heart, followed in 1992.

Her fourth album, New Beginning, was released in 1995 and became another worldwide success. It was certified 5× platinum by the RIAA and yielded the hit single "Give Me One Reason", which earned her the Grammy Award for Best Rock Song. Five years would pass before the release of her fifth album, Telling Stories (2000). Let It Rain and Where You Live followed in 2002 and 2005, respectively. Her most recent studio album, Our Bright Future, was released in 2008. The remastered compilation album Greatest Hits, which she curated, was released in 2015.

In 2023, Chapman became the first Black person to score a country number one with a solo composition, and to win the Country Music Association Award for Song of the Year, when Luke Combs covered her song "Fast Car".

Early life and education
Chapman was born in Cleveland, Ohio. She was raised by her mother, who bought her a ukulele at age three. Her parents divorced when she was four years old. She began playing guitar and writing songs at age eight. She says that she may have been first inspired to play the guitar by the television show Hee Haw. In her native Cleveland she experienced frequent bullying and racially motivated assaults as a child.

Raised a Baptist, she attended an Episcopal high school and was accepted into the program A Better Chance, which sponsors students at college preparatory high schools away from their home communities. She graduated from Wooster School in Connecticut then attended Tufts University, majoring in Anthropology. While a student at Tufts, she busked in nearby spots, including Harvard Square and on MBTA Red Line platforms. Chapman recorded demos of songs at the Tufts University radio station, WMFO, for copyright purposes while she was a student at Tufts, in exchange for the station's right to play her songs.

Career
Chapman made her major-stage debut as an opening act for women's music pioneer Linda Tillery at Boston's Strand Theatre on May 3, 1985. Another Tufts student, Brian Koppelman, heard her playing and brought her to the attention of his father, Charles Koppelman, showing him a demo tape he had smuggled from her college radio station containing the song "Talkin' 'bout a Revolution". Charles Koppelman, who ran SBK Publishing, signed her in 1986. After she graduated from Tufts in 1987, he helped her to sign a contract with Elektra Records.

At Elektra, she released Tracy Chapman (1988). The album was critically acclaimed, and she began touring and building a fanbase. "Fast Car" began its rise on the U.S. charts soon after she performed it at the televised Nelson Mandela 70th Birthday Tribute concert at Wembley Stadium, London, in June 1988. At the concert, she initially performed a short set in the afternoon, but reached a larger audience when she was a last-minute stand in for Stevie Wonder, who had technical difficulties. This appearance is credited with greatly accelerating sales of the single and album. "Fast Car" became a No. 6 pop hit on the Billboard Hot 100 for the week ending August 27, 1988. Rolling Stone ranked the song at number 167 on their 2010 list of "The 500 Greatest Songs of All Time". "Talkin' 'bout a Revolution", the follow-up to "Fast Car", charted at No. 75 and was followed by "Baby Can I Hold You", which peaked at No. 48. The album sold well, going multi-platinum and winning three Grammy Awards, including an honor for her as Best New Artist. Later in 1988 she was a featured performer on the worldwide Amnesty International Human Rights Now! Tour.

Her follow-up album, Crossroads (1989), was less commercially successful than her debut had been, but it still achieved platinum status in the U.S. In 1992, she released Matters of the Heart. Her fourth album, New Beginning (1995), proved successful, selling over five million copies in the U.S. alone. The album included the hit single "Give Me One Reason", which won the 1997 Grammy for Best Rock Song and became her most successful single in the U.S. to date, peaking at No. 3 on the Billboard Hot 100, and going Platinum. Her fifth album, Telling Stories, was released in 2000, and later went gold. She released her sixth album, Let It Rain, in 2002.

She was commissioned by the American Conservatory Theater to compose music for its production of Athol Fugard's Blood Knot, a play about apartheid in South Africa, staged in early 2008. Atlantic Records released her eighth studio album, Our Bright Future (2008). The album earned her a Grammy nomination for Best Contemporary Folk Album the following year.

She was appointed a member of the 2014 Sundance Film Festival U.S. Documentary jury. She performed Ben E. King's "Stand By Me" on one of the final episodes of the Late Show with David Letterman in April 2015. The performance became a viral hit and was the focus of various news articles including some by Billboard and The Huffington Post.
On November 20, 2015, she released Greatest Hits, consisting of 18 tracks including the live version of "Stand by Me". The album is her first global compilation release.

In October 2018, she sued the rapper Nicki Minaj over copyright infringement, alleging that Minaj had sampled her song "Baby Can I Hold You" without permission. Chapman stated that she had "repeatedly denied" permission for "Baby Can I Hold You" to be sampled. The lawsuit alleged that Minaj had engaged in copyright infringement (a) by creating the song "Sorry" and (b) by distributing it; she requested an injunction to prevent Minaj from releasing the song. According to the lawsuit, Chapman has a policy of declining all requests for permission to sample her songs. In September 2020, District Court Judge Virginia A. Phillips granted summary judgment in favor of Minaj on the first count of her complaint, stating that Minaj's experimentation with Chapman's song constituted fair use rather than copyright infringement. However, the judge ruled that the second count of the complaint should go to trial. In January 2021, the dispute was settled when Minaj paid Chapman $450,000.

On the eve of the 2020 United States presidential election she performed "Talkin' 'bout a Revolution" on Late Night with Seth Meyers, encouraging people to vote.

When Luke Combs' version of her song "Fast Car" hit number one on the Country Airplay chart in July 2023, Chapman became the first Black woman to score a country number one with a solo composition. At the 57th Annual Country Music Association Awards in November 2023, she became the first Black woman to ever take home a CMA Award, winning Song of the Year for "Fast Car", which also made her the first Black songwriter to win that award. During the 66th Grammy Awards on February 4, 2024, she joined Combs onstage to sing "Fast Car".

Social activism
Chapman is politically and socially active. In a 2009 interview with National Public Radio, she said, "I'm approached by lots of organizations and lots of people who want me to support their various charitable efforts in some way. And I look at those requests and I basically try to do what I can. And I have certain interests of my own, generally an interest in human rights." In 1988 she performed in London as part of a worldwide concert tour to commemorate the 40th anniversary of the Universal Declaration of Human Rights with Amnesty International. That same year she performed at a tribute concert in honor of South African activist and leader Nelson Mandela's 70th birthday, an event which raised money for South Africa's Anti-Apartheid Movement and several children's charities. She also performed at the event to commemorate the 50th anniversary of Amnesty International held in Paris on December 10, 1998, known as "The Struggle Continues...". She was one of the guest artists at Pavarotti & Friends for Cambodia and Tibet on June 6, 2000, at which she performed a critically acclaimed duet with Luciano Pavarotti of "Baby Can I Hold You Tonight". In 2004, she performed and rode in the AIDS/LifeCycle event.

She has been involved with Cleveland's elementary schools, producing an educational music video highlighting achievements in African-American history. She sponsored "Crossroads in Black History", an essay contest for high school students in Cleveland and other cities.

She received an honorary doctorate from Saint Xavier University in Chicago in 1997. In 2004 she was given an honorary doctorate in Fine Arts by her alma mater, Tufts University, recognizing her commitment to social activism.

I'm fortunate that I've been able to do my work and be involved in certain organizations, certain endeavors, and offered some assistance in some way. Whether that is about raising money or helping to raise awareness, just being another body to show some force and conviction for a particular idea. Finding out where the need is – and if someone thinks you're going to be helpful, then helping.

— Tracy Chapman
On April 16, 2023, The South African Presidency announced that Chapman along with others would be bestowed with a National Order – The Order of the Companions of O. R. Tambo which "recognizes eminent foreign nationals for friendship shown to South Africa. It is therefore an Order of peace, cooperation and active expression of solidarity and support." The Order was bestowed in Silver on her "for her contribution to the fight for freedom by participating in efforts to free Nelson Mandela and raising awareness of human rights violations globally." An investiture ceremony for the bestowment was held on April 28, 2023.

Chapman often performs at charity events such as Make Poverty History, amfAR, and AIDS/LifeCycle. She is a feminist.

Personal life
Although Chapman has never publicly discussed her sexual orientation, writer Alice Walker has said she and Chapman were in a romantic relationship during the mid-1990s. Chapman maintains a strong separation between her personal and professional life. "I have a public life that's my work life and I have my personal life", she said. "In some ways, the decision to keep the two things separate relates to the work I do." Chapman lives in San Francisco. <from Wikipedia>