Abilities and efforts
When I have a work, I have to do it as soon as possible. but the work indicates other works. I would like to take some time for the works to make a perfection. but I know that it is not a flexible way to solve it. I need devide some parts to for work and for study What should be prioritized as a first step.
Some of them suggested me a way such as do it for small works which take short time compare to another one. I know what they mean, however, when I consider about it, I would like to respectful for their works. even though I'm a foreigner who is working for research here, I couldn't understand their intention and expectation to perform the work.
From this, I should do a doubble check to other members for same process. Nevertheless it takes more time for me, it is not a big deal for my goals. I have to obtain performance of works to become a Scientist and achieve more and more to study. It's not only been long time for 10 to 20 years for me, but also every time and all steps will ask me about possiblities. But I must believe to my potentials by myself.
Even if it's all I have to do alone, they should be overcomed. and I'll never walk alone at the end of the story. When I think that it is not possible to achieve for work, then it will pick me up to weird level which I didn't prefer to stay there.
If it is not, I am able to go everywhere and anywhere that I want to do anytime. It's all up to me.