busy mindset

D12: Aug 25th, 2020 (7:50AM)

Gratitude: 갑자기 생긴 티칭 때문에 마음이 바빴다. 논문을 쓰고 잡마켓에 나가야 하는 상황에 티칭을 하나 더 받은 것이 잘 한 것인지 여전히 고민이 되기도 하지만 어제만 놓고 보면 busy mindset 덕분인지 아주 생산성 있는 하루였다. 논문도, 집안일도, 운동도, 티칭 준비도 모두 만족할만큼 해 냈다. 하루가 끝난 뒤 모처럼 기력이 소진된 느낌이 드는게 힘들면서도 뿌듯했다.

Affirmation: I write as much as I can and submit a chapter to Lynda at the end of this week, no matter how much I write.

I compartmentalize my study and teaching. Make sure the first thing I need to do is dissertation writing and my research. I focus on the most important task to complete a fair amount of writing and reading. After finishing it first, I spend the rest of the time on teaching.

I am an expert on my topic. I read, write, and think to have complete mastery over my topic.

I am a consistant writer. I write at least one paragraph on a daily basis. I keep it going to get in the flow.

I find a journal that is the right fit for what I write so that once completing my chapter I submit the manuscript right away.

I am as worthy, deserving, and capable of achieving everything I want, in every area of my life, as other people on earth. The only thing separates me from the most fulfilling life I can imagine is my level of commitment to become the person I need to be to achieve the things that I want. From this moment on, I am 100% committed to my personal development each day so that I can create and sustain the level of success that I truly want and deserve. I commit to schedule and follow through today with the necessary actions that I will ensure that I create the fulfilling life I deserve to live. From this moment on, I am being authentic rather than being perfect.